Well, today was a roller coaster ride. Between a chaotic morning and a successful afternoon, I'm done with today! I keep finding myself caught between the worry of not doing things right at work, and feeling totally awesome. I feel, for the most part, like I'm doing well. But when there are those unavoidable times, where kids will just choose not to listen no matter what I do...well, there isn't much I can do in those moments except try to keep a level head.
But aside from work, I have unfortunately gotten waaaaaaay off track with trying to lose pounds for Pickle. With moving, work, stress, life...I've found one too many excuses not to hold to a healthy diet! I haven't really put on extra weight (although, if I wanted to I'm sure I could convince myself my pants aren't fitting right) but I haven't lost any weight either. Why can't it be like college all over again, where I could eat anything and keep dropping size?!?! I loved that! But now, if I even so much as LOOK at a piece of cake, by pants get tight! I want to start eating right and exercising again, but it's so hard to after such a long day at work. It's so mentally and physically exhausting at work, I find myself with little drive to do anything else once I get home. It also doesn't help I am having digestion issues that make the whole process difficult. I keep feeling so bloated and uncomfortable! But I guess exercising and eating better will help that. It's just a matter of getting things started.
I only have 4 months left to drop that extra 10-15lbs! I better get crack'n!
Nothing says "crunch time" like a Pickle!
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