For some reason this morning, I woke up feeling rather blue. I had some unpleasant dreams, I realized I spend most my time at work than with my husband (which bugs me, sometimes, to no end), and I've been missing my family. I spent the whole weekend watching my husband's family visit, seeing their homes, hearing about their memories, and it just made me miss my family all the more. It's been hard realizing that they are farther away now. I know they are still an hours drive off, but still...it's just not the same. Other than being up at college, I've never lived this far from home. And this summer I was so spoiled with being able to see my family whenever I wanted since I wasn't working at the time.
Anyway, I had a hard time letting my husband go too. Each day I spend my time working with all these kids, thinking of our Pickle and how it will be to have a baby together and it makes me want to be all the closer to my husband. Plus, sometimes it hardly seems like I get to see him. By the time I get home, we get so caught up in all the other things we need and want to do, I'm going to bed before we really get to do anything more. And then the next day begins, away from him, off at work...it just makes me feel blue.
Otherwise, work was fine. The one troublesome child has transferred out of our school, and the other usual troublesome child was absent today so everything was quite pleasant. So other than trying to shake off my sad feeling of loneliness and need for family, everything went just fine. I'm also feeling a lot better other than a slight tickle in my throat. But at least I can now swallow without pain. Now to just shake this feeling.
Lonely....I'm so lonely...I have no Pickle....for my Ooooooooown!
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